Now some would say this isn't much better, and I admit since this picture it's begun to deteriorate yet again. However, I cannot underestimate the feeling I got from this experience. I'm sure there's a single word, like schadenfreude, untranslatable from another language that would explain the feelings I had whilst doing it. It's a sensation I've had numerous times before of 'rediscovering something long lost, like a memory from childhood', it's a peculiar mental process that then evolves into an emotinal one, not unlike losing The Game [Tom Widdows]. It's quite a nebulous emotion that when I feel it I keep reaching inside to capture why it make me feel that way.

Of course that all sounds like a whole load of nonsense but this is the hobby slump time of the year and I'm trying to harvest positive feelings when everything else is seeking to drag me down and stop progress - and yes I've been struggling with that due to:
- Numerous tasks at hand
- Sheer amount of dull and tedious jobs that are the priority
- Lack of completed To Do items
- Man Cave mould
- Bad weather
- Fatigue
I know that feeling - whilst I don't have a dedicated painting space, I'm forever needing to tidy up the garage, where I work on scenery and keep stuff. I think the problem is I work right up until the last minute i have available and don't leave time for tidying.
ReplyDeleteYou can't beat that satisfying feeling though of having a good place to work in - I love my daughters very much but I do miss my desk!
Dammit dave I just lost the game!
ReplyDeleteI know what you mean about painting space. my wife is good enough to let me keep a tray that has my paints and stuff underneath of coffee table. that means I can just do a little bit here or there, without ever really needing to go to a certain space. it also forces me to keep it tidy as its a portable thing in a communal space!
I think that's tidy compared to mine at the moment Dave,ever time I do tidy it I tell myself I'll keep it that way but it never happens.
ReplyDeleteI think that's tidy compared to mine at the moment Dave,ever time I do tidy it I tell myself I'll keep it that way but it never happens.
ReplyDeleteI know what you mean. Sometimes there just seems too much to do, and no forward progress. You're definitely doing better than I am on the tidying front, though! Good luck with the rest of it, too!
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